stupid blog..
publish then keep sayin bad request
now i have to retype my entry.
did i made the wrong choice?
i rly hope i nv.
y din i listen to myself?
y is this devastating and alone feelin i had 4yrs ago is back to 'haunt' me?
y is everything seem to be my fault?
wadever i try to do, to u, is nv enough.
y?
is ur expectation way beyond me?
y isit so hard to find some1 hu love u and dun ask for any returns?
i know im selfish
but isnt this everybody's wish?
i am very tired
i dun wish to start this all over again
im left with 2 days.
wad shd i do?
plz dun let history repeats itself.
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Created at 7:30 PM
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| Friday, November 13, 2009
dusty, rusty, abandon blog.
wonder will ppl come n c anot? lolz.
life has been a shit.
trying hard to breathe and struggling everyday.
yup. im having pms.
haiz.
job is shit.
balls is shit.
pay is shit.
life is oso shit.
well balanced.
i wonder when will i go into depression
hu will visit me when im in 'hougang chalet' ? LOLZ.
when did i become so shitty?
shit attitude.
shit face.
if u dun feel like talking to me, then dun talk.
feel like replying "then talk to her lo?"
J monster is invading me =/
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Created at 7:16 PM
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| Saturday, March 14, 2009
Blogging @ work..
so free 2dae..
sell more sell more..!!
i tink i done sth quite cruel 2dae..
i called SPCA..
theres 3 kittens outside our showroom..
still havent open their eyes.
very tempted to bring home..
indirectly killed 3 kittens.
no mood le.
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Created at 12:41 PM
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| Saturday, December 20, 2008
Donkey years..
since i touch my blog..
hahaha..
current updates:
1. working nearly for 6mths in a car dealer co. (again)
i guess im not able to leave this trade liao la..
go 1 big round still come back..lolz
2.our car finally has some mods..
exhaust,LSD,cat,viewside body w/ 'm garage full aluminum double gt wing,new paint.
i miss our old spoiler (original autoexe)
sigh..
baby..faster come back!!!
hope ah lee faster spray finish our car..
*praying everyday.
3.we moved back to my mum's place..
1st thing save $$
2nd,mum hopes to c us more often n its nearer to our working place (turf city)
so y not..
4.current co.'s ppl r nice..
v. friendly..we get along very well..
very happy in this co. but coz of one particular person i feel v sianz.
hes the most unreasonable n unbearable person i've ever seen.
the world dont oni exist for u n ur daughter k??
sigh.
better not say too much..
but 1 more thing i wana mention is....
got this 'tot she very chio' woman started work when im on leave.
shes a trouble maker n a jinx!
always report to boss abt w/e we joke abt.
bootlicker.
co. was being messed up by her.
luckily she's gone.
BUT she still wana come back to cre8 trouble man.
heng she's not coming back.
finally 1 gd choice they make.
5.did i say im on leave earlier?
i was away from work for 1wk.
my grandpa passed away.
since i was 2yrs old..
i been staying with him,grandma,youngest uncle&auntie
he doted me the most.
but..he nv say anything to me at all b4 he left.
haiz..
now im oni left with my grandma..
cherish ur love ones well k?
sigh..
only frens that came for the wake is takumi(alex's fren) & jon (our colleague)
we ate ALOT of peanuts,treats&drinks..haha..
surprise i got no frens?
dont need to.
sometimes i rly pity myself too..
haha..
ever since i quit sch..
ever since he backstabbed mi
ever since i duno y lost i touch with her..
i seem to be drifting away from my past..from all my so called frens.
sometimes i wud laugh at my reflection & with my cousin sharon
that how pathetic i am.
wad a loner i am.
i wonder how many frens will be at my wake..lol!
6.finally realised..
working life is not ez.
i rly miss sch.
but time couldnt be turned back.
so no pt regretting.
w/e it is i will work hard now & earn more $$
do my job well..
btw..ive actually lost my way in life..
breathing for duno what purpose.
my dreams..my goals..can nv be obtained anymore.
how depressing..
lolz..
anything happy to share?
let me think..
oh ya!!
we celebrated mum's bdae @ a restaurant
(sponsored by dad)
bought cake for her..lolz
i even gave 1 piece to grandpa
i wonder is it too sweet for him..(haha)
too long nv update rly got alot to say..
alot of ups & downs..
barely crawl thru..lolz
OH YA!
another gd news is!!
ive gotten my CLASS THREE (3) LICENSE!!
hahaha..
but our poor baby kana injured by me when im reversing to park.
haha..
well..just pass ma..not used to it..
k la k la..
im getting too long winded alrdy.
stay tuned.
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| Tuesday, February 19, 2008
FINALLY MOVED..
yea~~
a hse of our own.
with 4 dogs.
1 alrdy reg.
cant wait to upload those lovely pics
not our messy hse thou.
is the puppies!!
move in a new hse = broke.
had to buy so much stuff.
movin to a new hse is not ez.
effort&$$
thx to amanda&jarod for their help
when we move hse.
now we live so near!!
they come over almost every nite
imagine they rent the unit above us.
hahaha..
lets jiayou..
earn more money
save more money
wed is his mum's bdae celebration.
wad shd we buy for her leh?
suggestion plz =X
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| Sunday, December 02, 2007
dusty blog..
its been yrs since i touch my blog
wahaha..
so much things to sae
1st thing.
we bought a golden retriever!!
tot of her name for v long
she's like a princess
juz come got aircon,car to sit...
but 'hime' dun sound close..
so call her aiko = beloved child
2nd thing.
i change job agn..
haha..
long story..
anyway im working @ pets lover now
vivo outlet..
hopefully sharon will be able to work
2gt w/ mi =D
3rd thing.
i wun work in a co.
that i noe alrdy..
i swear man!
lastly.
i passed my final theory test~
unbelievable..
wasnt dat hard afterall..
k ba..
cook her food alrdy
den gtg go slp alrdy
tmr still nid bring aiko
to changi beach..
wkly outing..
tc~
mornin nid to go market buy beef&vege
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| Friday, October 12, 2007
im so tired..
slept at bout 2am.
thats usual
but duno y so tired.
juz now joined face book
quite fun actually
rly better den frenster
coz gt games ma.
haha.
soooooo tired...
help!!
wed watched 'shoot em up'
w/ ah wei&sylvia
V COOL show
some M18 scenes..
lolz
laz thing..
ytd went to book for my FTT
forgot wads de exact date liao..
oni rmb nov.
stress..
mon will be de 1st lesson for my pract.
wish mi luck~
i hope our wishes could come true..
my dear, lets jiayou!
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